navigationlatest older earlier entry next entry lovely host chapter2 chapter3 base layoutabout "this-is-me--"Oh gosh, where do I stary? This blog was my babyy, my number one, my first, the blog to begin all blogs. Haha. It was created April 2004 when I was in seventh grade and I kept it until about my freshman year of high school. Read this. It's hilarious. It's a complete testament to how far I've come as a person. There's over 100 entries, and most are complete bullshit. By the way, I'm Jill, and I hope you absolutely love this. If you can't get enough of me, which most people can't =D, check out chapters 2 and 3. Love yaa. |
depression: still not good9:13 p.m. ON 11.23.04uh-oh mood-swing again i swear .. one of these days theyre gunna put me on drugs because im not stable. seriously an hour ago, i was in a really good mood. ok. i take a nap, wake up, and start crying for NO reason at all. then i call vin, hear his voice, start crying even more, hang up, stop crying instantly, look around, and start crying again. then he called me back i started to cry and then stopped. ive been crying on and off for the last like half an hour. and now im totally stopped. i dunno why this is happening. it just is. maybe whats triggering me crying is last night i realized that he might not be the one i've been looking for, because im not his =( sad thought. i wish i was though. then maybe i'd be PERMANANTLY happy. thatd be pretty cool. BUT he told me he'd wait forever. liar. stupid liar. dont tell me that. he's breaking my heart. and i dont like that. i love fire in the hole. |